March 31, 2008

Dear Father,

I was raised in another faith, but my best friend growing up was Catholic. At a sleepover right before her first Communion, we were saying our prayers before going to bed.

She asked me what prayers I said and I told her the “Our Father” and “Apostles’ Creed.” We were surprised to learn we shared the same prayers.

She had a rosary, I asked her what it was, and she showed me how to pray it. I went home the next day and begged my mother for one. My mother told me we weren’t Catholic and I couldn’t have one. I felt robbed.

Off and on from that time until the age of 31 when I converted to Catholicism, I would often secretly say a Hail Mary. Some years after I converted, I fell away from the Church for a long time, but still felt an urge to speak with the Blessed Mother.

Three years ago, after discovering my life had become meaningless, I made an Act of Contrition, and asked our Lady to accompany me in returning to my faith, so I would not be so afraid.

Since that time, I pray a rosary every day, and I’ve written six manuscripts. With Mary’s help, I’ve been able to sign with a literary agent. In recent days, due to financial problems, I’ve increased my devotions to her.

I promised her I’d join the Legion of Mary, and I will attend my first meeting this evening. I now know that whatever happens to me, the Holy Mother and her Son, Jesus, will take care of me.

During my prayers last week, I had an overwhelming urge to purchase a Miraculous Medal and wear it. I bought one and wear it daily.

I’ve promised Mary that even if my work never is published, I will continue to bring others home, just as she brought me home to Jesus. It is clear that even as a small child, she was guiding me to God. I thank God for sending her to me.